The snow is so soft Klain thought. The only things that could be heard where his labored breath fighting the death cold that surrounded him, Eva's hooves flying magically , literally, over the thick snow. And if you really focused all your awareness into your hearing, then maybe you could catch the slightest, softest steps that stalked the young apprentice.
Reminding himself for the umpteenth time that if it saw his eyes he would be in a fate worse than death, he lowered his cowl a bit more. He had been trained for the better part of five moons not to react to anything and his master had put him through some dire sights. This however was the
He dropped down silently from the balcony, it just felt more normal at this point, he was very used to being silent, alone and in the background. Liv made him feel different, he could let his guard down, not have to constantly demonstrate his intellect, that over-the-top maturity, he wanted to be a kid for the rest of his life, and when he realized that, he realized he'd grown up surely but shakily.
10 Minutes Earlier...
Jeisen's phone buzzed on the desk, he took his eyes off the screen and poised his spectacles. Julia had called...
"Uh....Hey"
"Guy can you meet me?"
"......"
"I promise I won't kiss you or touch you, I swear, I just REA
"Livia" he whispered gently in her ear, "Liv, you're drooling on me again"
"Sons of bitches!!!" she woke up and wiped her mouth on her sleeve "It's 4!!"
"...In the afternoon" he finished
"Son of a bitch" she grumbled casting a burning look right into Jeisen's soul
"Aww, calm down, You're so grumpy" he put his hands on her lips and pulled them down making her look comically sad.
"And you're a loser"
"And you love a loser, so only a loser can love a loser" he said quoting the last kiss.
"What are you nine?"
"Ten" he corrected making a baby face
She grinned, her face went dark all of a sudden
"I have to go take a piss" she mumbled gett
Make sure Lili doesn't read this...
Mirror, mirror see this as clear as crystalline
You're the second hand interpretor, I've been waiting ,holding my own breath like it was your hand in mine
Full moons and minor keys won't get you there faster
You said you'd wait for me
I wanted to feel this safe
Blood to the beat I can't cut the air with a ciggarette
Dear diluted be true to yourself
Look me in the eye and tell me you have never dreamed of these lips, of these hands, of a warmth you know she'll never have.
Just look at this cardboard cutout
This puppet that you've become
Let me be the first to acknowledge
You've no pride, you've n
The snow is so soft Klain thought. The only things that could be heard where his labored breath fighting the death cold that surrounded him, Eva's hooves flying magically , literally, over the thick snow. And if you really focused all your awareness into your hearing, then maybe you could catch the slightest, softest steps that stalked the young apprentice.
Reminding himself for the umpteenth time that if it saw his eyes he would be in a fate worse than death, he lowered his cowl a bit more. He had been trained for the better part of five moons not to react to anything and his master had put him through some dire sights. This however was the
"Livia" he whispered gently in her ear, "Liv, you're drooling on me again"
"Sons of bitches!!!" she woke up and wiped her mouth on her sleeve "It's 4!!"
"...In the afternoon" he finished
"Son of a bitch" she grumbled casting a burning look right into Jeisen's soul
"Aww, calm down, You're so grumpy" he put his hands on her lips and pulled them down making her look comically sad.
"And you're a loser"
"And you love a loser, so only a loser can love a loser" he said quoting the last kiss.
"What are you nine?"
"Ten" he corrected making a baby face
She grinned, her face went dark all of a sudden
"I have to go take a piss" she mumbled gett
Make sure Lili doesn't read this...
Mirror, mirror see this as clear as crystalline
You're the second hand interpretor, I've been waiting ,holding my own breath like it was your hand in mine
Full moons and minor keys won't get you there faster
You said you'd wait for me
I wanted to feel this safe
Blood to the beat I can't cut the air with a ciggarette
Dear diluted be true to yourself
Look me in the eye and tell me you have never dreamed of these lips, of these hands, of a warmth you know she'll never have.
Just look at this cardboard cutout
This puppet that you've become
Let me be the first to acknowledge
You've no pride, you've n
"How the hell am I supposed to go home?" Jeisen thought to himself as the rain drizzled, picked up and stop, over and over again. It was barely even five and the sun had already set an hour ago.
A cheerful laughter cut through the din of chatter than engulfed the hall, Julia stepped out into the balcony beside Jeisen.
"Here you go guy" she shoved a tumbler into his hand "Red wine with vodka" she enunciated vodka with a thick Russian accent.
He already knew this wasn't going to work "I don't drink"
"Sure" she responded hugging his arm "Of course, I believe you"
She swallowed some of what he expected was some color of Johnny Walker. Smooth
Dorian, age 6.
Daddy named me, you know. Like the book he liked-one of them. He was a strange man from what I remember. He never married mom, but he liked me. Dorian, he says, never grow up. He had a face too young to be so haggard, and he smoked too much. Still, he read me stories with his grubby fingers. I liked his fingers, even though they were yellow. He was old on the inside, like his books.
Mommy makes money on the couch.
She makes me hide in the closet when she does that.
Dorian, she says, just be quiet. Are you leaving me again, mommy? I'll go to daddy then. He gives me cookies from the gas station and we walk long ways. He love
I am a writer, hopefully a good one. Music has been a huge inspiration for me. I'm kind of a funny guy...No really I am... No seriously I am funny... Why won't you believe me? *Falls to his knees and starts tearing hair out*
Current Residence: Dhaka deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small Favourite genre of music: Pop-Punk, Emo Favourite style of art: Penciled, Black And White Operating System: Windows MP3 player of choice: iPod Wallpaper of choice: Sunset Vista Favourite cartoon character: Yukio Tanaka, Light Yagami Personal Quote: It's Easy To Be Heartless, It's Having A Heart That Hurts
She's back. I didn't want to meet her and next thing I know she is standing in a corner in my room. Story of my life.
Watched porn with her. Things cannot get weirder. Story of my LIFE!
LIFE - what the fuck? why? sigh
GIRLFRIEND! i love you :]
it'll probably be me again in a year or so writing another journal. hopefully. unless you ditch me again.
I'm back in Rome again, it feels like I'm a ghost wandering through it. Everything feels dead, and everywhere I look I see Megan's memories flashing right back at me.
I am with Sarah now, but I've never felt THIS guilty in my life. I'm happy that I'm with someone so special. But I hate it. I almost don't want to be happy. But it has been over a year... I don't really know if I deserve it or not. It's amazing having dA here though.
I can just surf aimlessly and stumble upon the MOST inspiring art ever.
Quick update.
Went to hospital, came out. Am good. But on Laroxyl (Anti-depressant)
Playing guitar, though don't wanna join any bands, tur
Boyfriends back!
She is such a bitch. She didn't tell me she was coming. She told me she wouldn't and so I got mad and threw my phone at what I don't remember but then I broke it. Stupid boyfriend. And i lost all the shit I had in that phone.
This is how it went.
Sheahan bhai called me up and told me that boyfriend sent me her journal and that I should come pick it up. He wanted to meet up at nando's so I'm like okay.. whatever. So i shaved just to make sure he doesn't think something is wrong with me and I was practising what to say and conversing with him inside my head.
So I reach nando's, get out of the car, try to look normal and w
I'm sorry. Just let me know when you get this Jeisen. Never think for a second that I ever stopped caring, you have no idea how much I do, more than anybody. Sarah and Megan included.